言而无信

我真差劲，才情绪低落一天就哭。

默默躲起来自己伤心就算了，我竟然在学校食堂哭，在全校权力最大的男人面前哭。

应该就是那首我每次唱的歌里的那一句，“深怕再一滴眼泪就会决堤”。

也不知道为什么，就是控制不住，说不出话，眼眶打满泪水。

不知道要怎么说，我不是故意逃避责任，做出这种不负责任的决定。

日期是校方给的，6月3日到6月23日，说好6月23日开exco meeting。

所以我根据校方的指示，申请的假期是6月3日到6月22日。

结果是。。不批准。

不甘心，找出会议记录。

Holidays’ schedule

Miss G stressed that both students and staff needed protected time to rest and to recharge. As such, the following days have been set aside as protected time and she urged all staff to use the time to re-charge themselves.

· March holidays

Wednesday, Thursday and Friday

Those under SAP would get 2 days off in-lieu during Term time

· June holidays

Staff could apply for leave with effect from the evening of the 3^rd of June to 23^rd of June.

结果还是不批准。

怪我："Why you plan your holidays so tight? you should give 1-2 days allowance."

愤怒："Why would I want to stay here for another 1-2 days?"

继续找理由："Ms G was very kind to let you off at the 3rd. In fact you should leave on 6th of June."

火大："But we were told from 3rd June to 23rd June."

想不起我们还说了什么，你难道看不出我已经快哭出声音了吗？还要继续说多久？

我只想尽快解决问题："Ok now you tell me, when you want me to be back?"

"... ... ... ... ... ..."

"... ... ... ... ... ...."

"Ok, let me talk with Miss G first ... ... ... ..."

反正我心里已经决定了。

我的问题区区几百块钱可以解决，而钱是赚得回来的。
不过，也许从此你对我的印象不好，会为难我，不给我方便。
但，往好的方面想，也许正因为不再信任，工作可以减少一些，但是领着一样的薪水。

你失去的，却是多少钱也买不回来的信用。